Wednesday, April 21, 2010

pond, st johns job, maryville, music.

well hello again. quite a few happenings, so i feel i should jot a few memories down here while i have a moment.

first a funny story, if i didnt tell you already. starts with my sister having her second boy (liam!). her and nik were preparing to leave the hospital so i was in charge of evan for the afternoon. we went to the park. after the playground we walked around the pond watching the ducks and turtles. there were more turtles than i had ever seen at once sun bathing on a log. we sat right next to them and watched until i had the thought, "hm, i bet evan would get a kick out of seeing how they go into their shell and whatnot" soooo, i crawled up to the edge, waited for the perfect moment and snagged one. it was a glorious moment that lasted all of two seconds because the next thing i remember is being on my back underwater sinking and cursing (while holding the turtle up out of water as if it couldnt breathe under). i threw the turtle ashore and searched in blindness for the land. as i went to pull myself out i grabbed the turtle again. finally i got out but the turtle got away and i was green from head to toe from the algae or seaweed. green beard. green glasses. green clothes. ew. i started laughing and looked to evan assuming hed be laughing, but no. no, he was looking at me thinking 'crazy uncle arty...sigh' basically, my phone was ruined. so i got a new one. the end.

on the day i got my phone i also got my job at st johns. this could very well be the first step in my future. my career. ive applied for maryvilles nursing program which will start in a couple weeks and will reek havoc on my wallet. but im excited about having clear direction for once. i only hope im not missing God in some way, because i still dont feel like i know what im doing ever. but it makes me happy to think about doing nursing. i start the patient transporter position may 3rd so we shall see.

aubrey is moving soon and taking with her another piece of my heart and my musical partner. it sucks. balls. i dont know what to do with my time or music now. i really hope i can keep the positive momentum that she began with my music tho. ive grown alot as a singer and writer in the past few months...thats the silver lining i suppose...not gonna go into this on a public forum.

as far as slade and tucker, thats also a sad tale. they are pretty involved in their own lives and dont have time for the band. it is truly unfortunate because we write some fun ditties and i hope someday theyll be enjoyed by more than 3.

im off now to go watch 'the importance of being earnest' because it is ridiculous that ive never seen or read the play. have a good one and keep smiling! gotta have the bad to enjoy the good (thats what im telling myself)

2 comments:

D3CK5 said...

Freakin' love the story about falling into the pond trying to get your nephew a turtle. He may have been a little weirded out but my guess is that it will somehow leave an impression on him in a real cool way. You won't see it for a while, but one day you will and it will be magic.

So you are finding yourself living at the Inn Between asking questions like: Am I doing what I'm supposed to be doing? Why don't I have all of the answers? What does God want me to do?

You'd be surprised to know the Inn is a very busy place. In fact, I was just talking about a fellow travelor who was staying there. Check out this post from a friend of mine and see if it makes you feel any better:

http://builders4builttolead.wordpress.com/2010/03/29/the-inn-between/

And in regards to loving, losing and the pain... you know what C.S. Lewis has to say about that, "The pain I feel now is the happiness I had before, that's the deal." And that is the deal. If you try to love without feeling the pain, you will end up numb and dead inside - not where guys like you and me should be.

Love the update. Thanks and good luck with your journey.

D3CK

cj said...

Love the new word invention! "Mursician." You're brilliant.